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今天終於下定決心要來一改原本的氣息
終於決定從長髮飄逸的美女路線
轉戰成為有形立體的時尚路線
這個決定絕對不是憑空而來
反倒已經是每次進Hair Salon的夢想
但每每卻又退縮成為美麗捲髮的不歸路
果然剪髮需要勇氣
在大刀剪下去的那一刻
真的有比坐雲霄飛車還恐怖的感覺
聽到剪刀距離耳朵越來越近的聲音
真的有淌血的感覺
想到陪著我這麼久的長髮
如今不再躺我身邊了
相信我會感到孤單
但同時也讓我感覺有股脫離青澀的感覺
聽著理髮師在身邊揮舞
同時也一刀一刀的被剪去自己原有的恐懼
他還問了我說
要不要考慮留中長髮
不要一次剪這麼多

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I always have a crazy idea that I will have a short hair style when I am 30.
But I am so affraid of losing anything I have, even a hair...
That's why I can not make up my mind to have a whole new style, everytime I do is still same.
But I am so sick of myself which feels lazy and powerless, I feel myself is a thin wood in a bizzard weather.
I can not make up my mind to work hard, to enthuse more on my study.
Everything becomes so weird to me right now, it seems like I have no idea what I stay for, or what I am fighting for.
They all confused me, and they all made me feel lost.
That's why I decide to have a new haircut to make up my mind to work hard and to be better.
Everything I am doing is not for anyone else, it is all for me.
Even I can't even afford for the tuition fee, but there are lots of people need me to go back to my life.
Time to wake up, and try to focus and get ready.
Even it is stormy out there, but remember, I will have my own dream to build up.
Go for it!!

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思緒越混亂之際
便覺得越想放逐自己

越是想挑戰自己的極限
便越是不知道自己的能力到底在哪裡

越來越害怕自己是有做不到的事情
也發現夢想有無限可能
能力確有賞味期限

永遠覺得自己的能力不夠好
開始想成為永遠不想面對自己的彼得潘
獨自在想像空間中漫遊

用過了各種方法
做過了各種測試
終於發現到所有事情都很好解決
只要有心都能完成
唯讀便是只有一件事
越是有心

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